Some feeling in my heart I can't explain So lonely you were drinking at night
Tears are falling down and crying out Feel better in that way Stuck to my past
Your smile was bright but in sorrow So sick and tired of talking to them I knew it wasn't real
I wanna breath in only beautiful light Tell me how I can get out of this deadfall
Looking up and waiting for the sunshine My heart was shouting inside for help But no one is there, I'm losing voice Dusty sand settled my faith Do you accept that? Is that what you really want?
The loneliness has faded my purity I could not keep myself for nothing
I spent nights with some easy guys Just trying to dump that feeling Do you really feel love in the core? Temporary and so superficial
I knew that I don't wanna live this stupid way Someone, can you please slap my face?
Looking up and waiting for the sunshine My heart was shouting inside for help But no one is there, I'm losing voice This is not the place I want to be I'll creep up from the bottom, I'm not weak
Hey guys, I won't do any cheap revenge I'll go higher with high pitch Where you can't even reach me I found ways, I'll leave a bit So don't touch me, don't pinch me I'll let you see it with a keen edge
The darkness scares me, trying to block me Crying out loudly, never again I'll just get over it
Looking up and feeling the sunshine Calling all pieces in my past Someone is there, watching over me This is the place I want to be Asking myself what you really want?
Here, this is the only beginning I see it, it's right over there