my foundation was rocked my tried and true way to deal was to vanish my departures were old i stood in the room shaking in my boots at that paticular time love had challenged me to stay at that paticurar moment i knew not to run away again that particurlar month i was ready to investigate with you at that paticular time
we thought a break would be good for four months we sat and vacillated we thought a small time apart would clear up the doubts that were abounding at that paticular time love encouraged me to wait at that paticular moment it helped me to be patient that paticular month we needed time to marinate in what "us"meant at that particular time
i've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself and yet i wanted to save us high water or hell and i kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt and in the meantime i lost myself in the meantime i lost myself i'm sorry i lost muself...i am
you knew you needed more time time spent alone with no distraction you felt you needed to fly solo and high to define what you wanted at that particular time love encouraged me to leave at that particular moment i knew staying with meant deserting me that particular month was harder than you'd belive but i still left at that particular time
