Why i calculate? It is not that I want to stay like that. There is nothing right, an inconsistency. I am staying here, still thinking of you. I choose facile ways. It is not that I want to live like that. I think nothing right. It happens every time. I promised you that I'm not going back again. The deep and considerable matter should be cheerfully. told and said to you. The music is my life, and reason I still sing. I've got millions of word that I want to let your heart know for sure, fly away get into the air like birds. Someone said,"are we trying to live through an easy life?" It seems to answer some of the questions that i have. We all forget about gravity when your clown jump into tha air and live fortunately to become like one, and I fly. Kids sinlessly say good-bye. I can't do that. You vanished into thin air. I can't remember how many times your words saved me. I can't remember how many times your words urged me. So I'm just sending this flower off. You deserve it.